Friday 24 May 2013

The wash out ....?



                                        The wash out?                              
     
          LANDSLIDE DEFEAT BY NATIONALISTS IN KPK.
                          khurshidalam44@ hotmail.com   Dated 17/4/13

In my humble opinion the total rejection by the masses of the nationalists is neither unexpected
nor surprising. You reap what you sow. Having a faith in the philosophy of Bacha Khan and my long and close relations with the top most leadership as a worker and student since 1962, I wished that my analysis and observations had proved wrong and we should have done a little better. It was the wish and prayers of all dedicated and ideological members that theirs fears of the known proves wrong I was no exception, but it was not to be.

What exactly I felt and analysed during five years of nationalist rule turned out to be more in conformity with fears and expectations. Service and deed stands high and nations rarely make mistake. Historians and analysts do speak lies but not the history and realities. When I was on election trail in  Buner to smooth out the differences between the workers and local leadership, I was told by a ninety years old nationalist that for us it is a Pukhto but the fact, a common man is looking forward to a new election and they are sick and tired of us.

He told me a Pukhto tapa:
ملا به خداي شه ازان وايه.    ده زني سر مي اشنا كندي كندي كو.
It shows the disappointment and dejection in the public.  When the bigs left for homesl, the workers told me that it was the first time we saw our elected leader in one a half year and to shake hands with us because of your presence. They very frankly told that there will be a tough competition on Babak seat and no where else. One of senior member endorsed their views. The same was told about swat and Jandool. None Dr. Sb; none, it is all over . I was shocked but kept my nerves. I did convey it to a very selfless young leader and could feel his pain but he sounded as if he is helpless. (Conveyed to the party telephonically)

I don't feel sad nor having guilt complex. I have always been a strong critic of my party conduct. I raised my voice in all forums inside the party. I have been doing so the days of two babas and was always encouraged for constructive criticism. Rather it was one of my duty. I kept on trying this time as well  but in vain, to invite the attention of the leadership towards the destructive process of thinking we were pursuing. Our colleagues of words and wisdom kept silent. I would agree with one of them who told me the two reasons, the crisis of confidence in our selves to lead and the fear to be maligned. Those who led the party betrayed the masses and corrupted the philosophy particularly on provincial level.

Our tragedy is that once we are in the government we are shut to reasons and suggestions,  gag any un soothing voice, cruel to ideological workers and coward to those who could hit back.. Not only I confined my self to writing articles and blogs but kept on telling our responsible provincial leadership and had lengthy discussions with them here and Kabul but had to listen to their sweet commentary in return without realism. Some were aware but felt helpless. The central leadership was pleaded again and again to honour me to listen my point of view for the sake of rejection but was denied an audience. We ignored Wali khan advice. When we decided to take part in the parliamentary election and subsequently joined the coalition government with Maulana Mufti Mehmood he made a historical speech that we have two aims, to know the nucleus of power in Pakistan and to use the chair to further our aim and serve those who fought for freedom. Before his death he pointed out specifically who to be trusted and who not to be trusted. Unfortunately we did contrary to what he said.

I was told by a very senior member of the party that once he was told by another senior member to stop criticising, it upsets the bigs and added " why don't you keep quiet? It hurts all of us but neither it is the party of my father nor yours. At least they have the have one genuine claim." He  said, I realised his logic and my fault.

To start with, we claimed to be the continuation of khudai- khidmatgar and were trusted. People expected us that we will complete an unfinished mission of 1948 this time, with honesty and zeal. In return we disappointed them more than our opponents and used it as a luxury ride, showed no difference of character and integrity than others. As we had none of the two. It was winter grand sale or better called loot.

People voted us to power to bring peace let us be honest to say that it was an international game and many players were involved, it was beyond the scope of a provincial government to deal with it. But no doubt enormous sacrifices were given by the party leaders workers and public. This is not a benefit of doubt but stark fact.

Thirdly I was begging for the last five years that if we better focus our attention to change the process of thinking of the masses by our deeds, it will be more paying in the long run. We could root out corruption and nepotism as it does not cost money or extra financial resources but it flourished, it needed honesty of purpose no one in the chair had it.  We failed in it because a corrupt organisation can bring forward corrupt candidates.

As one of the minister said in confidentiality that God has offered us an opportunity and not to exploit the opportunity is a folly. We failed to take the power to the door steps of the masses nor we held our principles high that to serve the human beings is a service to God. To make the people realise that we are servants not masters and believe in service not political gimmick.

As one of the disgruntled senior member told me that intra party dictatorship has tightened the noose  that it can ruin the life long struggle of an honest member by issuing an edict. It is a closed shop. Dissent is a very big leap but a small suggestion in right direction could ruin one's whole political career.

The youngster were totally ignored. They kept on begging for classes, corner meetings and reading material but were never heard. How could we expect them, not to vote for a directionless party. Did we armed them with knowledge, logic and a direction?  One of highly placed student leader told me that there are 98,000 students in Peshawar university with forty five thousand supporting staff. In this little KPK they had 150 members divided in several faction as the leaders wanted it to be that way. He told me that the major split in Pk.S.F was due to allotting a Bacha Khan's seat in Indra Gandhi university to the son of a leader at the top with total disregard of merits and sacrifices rendered by others. The irony was the same top leader told me in confidentiality that we have only one minister who is honest, the rest all are corrupt.

To bring a little relief to the miseries of the general masses we added to them. Where ever we had the elected members, the masses were looted by both, the chosen and organisational bosses. And where ever we had no elected candidate the party leaders robbed the people. To grab the top post in the party  at district level, one had to have two criterion, loyalty to provincial or central leaders and having 0.15 to 0.3 million rupees to pay for fake membership lists. It was astonishing that the provincial chief declared it historical membership drive. This is what I saw with my own eyes. Out of our five senses only seeing is believable hearing and speaking can cheat us. Since the structure of the organisation was based on money so instead of workers a cadre of servants was created whose loyalty was not to the party but to personalities.

I presume it is neither a personal attack, nor fabrication but pointing out our own collective failures. The bigs have a big share and the smallest have share according to the status like vital and non vitals organs in the body causing death. Unless we accept our failures and experiment with truth as Bacha Khan preached for a century it will show our dishonesty to his teachings and the sacrifices of his followers.

As Wali Khan used to say every Pukhtun has the right to criticise the party but must be proportionate  to his sacrifices and contribution to the party. To qualify my statement should not be taken by the readers that I am trying to hide behind sand bags but I feel we must peel of the onion paw by paw to reach the core of the matter. It is not a trade organisation but a movement to shape our national destiny. If I am punished for my words, it will be a great honour for my faith in the teachings of Bacha khan, Wali Khan and Ajmal Khattak. To me they are history makers and histories in  themselves, not just personalities. I detest personality cult. An English proverb at this point will may help us to chalk out future policy, "it is no point to adjust our minds unless we realise that fault is lying in reality."

We must stop personal and public mud slinging at each others, but in a proper forum with complete freedom of expression find out our weaknesses and the causes for our historical set back. The wisdom and knowledge teach us to find our weaknesses not of others. What the enemy did to us is of least significance the history will hold us responsible for our own silence. But we must keep in view that we as a party were under house arrest by Taliban, the actual election commission. Had we done better during our rule probably the result would have been different. But we had nothing to tell our people and the Taliban factor has covered up our full exposure that would have been disastrous.

Out political gains by our parliamentarians are worth to be commended but did we deliver its fruit to the masses?? But was our attitude and character dignity of that standard?

Those who didn't do well immediately responded to their setbacks. PPP has appointed an accountability committee under barrister Aithezaz. MQM has also started dissolution of certain committees and appointing probing committees.  But ANP is sitting crossed fingers as if nothing has happened. A meeting of faithful think tank was considered sufficient.

Think tanks are not made of faithfuls though the word faithful is difficult to interpret. Do we mean faithful to the philosophy or personalities, it is to be clarified first? This knot must be undone. The think tank word is self explanatory. Unless we stop looking at facts with jaundiced or myopic eyes we cannot materialise the dream of Bacha Khan and his followers and will remain in debt to our history, soil and nation.

The total sweep in central Pakhtunkhwa particularly in  Swabi by opponents is our doing. We could see that happening but failed to show flexibility or do away with our rigid posture in the  name of party discipline. I really wish it that discipline was there and observed by all and not as a tool to gage the dissenting voices. Once again we became the handle of the axe in the hands of Ranjeet Singh.

If we look at the rest of Pakistan there is hardly an un expected change. In Punjab there is a big swing towards Nawaz sharif. He has been in power himself three time and his brother ruled 64 percent of Pakistan. This will be an exaggeration that it was a corruption free society but deliverance to the masses was unabated..

It was a swing to JAG PUNJABI JAG. The shadows of death were at harmony with them. Being an industrialist the industrialists support was unwavering and the elites of Punjab could see better job opportunities. They ran their electoral campaign with co-ordination and maintained a sustained pressure and focused on the interest of Punjab, the only party who supported Hazara province without mentioning saraiki and Potohar. I assume they had convinced the military bosses for better behaviour. Imran khan slogan of change failed to make a deep bite in JAG PUNJABI JAG. He swept away PPP from the Punjab and ANP from KPK.
We knew almost well in advance the feelings of the people and their dejection . We also knew what will be the security state of our candidates and workers. We knew who is the real election commission. What steps were taken to counter it. I was told by well informed that there were two party organs and two governmental organisation in the field to feed back those with powers.

What steps were taken to counter the enemy design. Why the criminal were projected as "INNOCENT" and fielded to contest in such odd circumstances. Bacha khan did not make a political party in Pakhtoon to divide the nation but a brotherhood to unite the nation. We are all heir to him if we have pat and nang and kill our ego and talk of national ego.

The Interior sindh did not abandoned their loyalty to Bhutto family. The Sindhi nationalists with punjabi vested interest failed to break that bond. Their campaign was exactly  like ours, leaderless and the candidates with leaders under house arrest.  But constant touch with masses paid the dividends.

Baluchistan mandate is as usual fractured and provided room to the others to put their house in order or disorder it beyond repair. Pakhtoon milli party did better in Pukhtun belt. It is for the first time that JUI has no chips to play in either province or in the centre to keep on cashing. I feel sorry for him but offer no advice. Wish him best of luck. He was damaged by his symbol, kitab, denied him the opportunity to present it to the voters as Quran. In previous campaign they fooled the people that prophet is counting their votes this time that role was taken over by Taliban.

Just to accept defeat with reservation and congratulate the opponents is giving us a moral edge over the others but does not solve our problem unless we probe our weaknesses and rectify them. We need a thorough analysis and without fear, guilt to point out the responsible for wrong policies and wrong doing like corruption and nepotism. We have five years to reconstruct our shattered house if we decide to think frankly. We must desist to personalise the criticism but approach the problem that it was a collective set back, but the vitals will have big share than non vitals. They have to accept but of course those who are eroding the philosophy must be asked to show their back and walk towards exit.

I feel it is easy to criticise but it is difficult to accept others's criticism. It is easy to write an article without showing the exit from the mess. In my humble opinion the following procedure if adopted will  enable us to do justice to our selves.:
To select a think tank of people which is think tank in spirit, knowing the back ground of the whole movement and present circumstances. Once again I must emphasise that as for as they have the ache for Pukhtun should be included and personal faithfulness should be flung out. Students and youngster must be an integral part of this tank.
In second stage the base should be broadened and represent every district and all section of the society.
Out of these two sessions a committee should be formed who should discuss with the provincial and central leadership followed by the executive committee. And sit till we reach a decision.
We must cleans the party from mentally corrupt. The cleansing should be across the board and not limited to a person or section. We must abandoned to say it is right but keep quiet this is wrong. Honest is honest and thief is a thief. It is of no significance if this exercise cost us two elections.                                  
The early we start when the wounds are fresh and the pain is sharp than to postpone it as usual when the feelings are blunt with the passage of time the better it is. THOSE WHO ARE SCARED OF TRUTH CAN NEVER MAKE HISTORY.
Let us break this silence of fear before the history hold us for our silence. If you see the truth and cease to speak is equal to be stake holder in the crime.
The intra party phobia and dictatorship must be smashed, to have a moral base to ask others for democracy in the country. There is a sharp edge between intra party dictatorship and discipline. A disciplinary and accountability committee will ensure its proper execution.
Let us be stake holder not shoe shiner. If we must break the chain of fear there remain nothing to stop us to tell the truth about ourselves and others. The dirt and filth must be cleaned but we are clean ourselves? Let us have increase depth of wisdom, not the expertise of buttering. WE HAVE TO COMPLETE THAT UNFINISHED MISSION LEFT TO US BYMERTYRS.

Nawaz sharif and the challenges


                        NAWAZ AND THE CHALLENGES.
                                khurshidalam44@hotmail.com

Nawaz sharif swept the recent general election.  In our Pashto there is a proverb that it is easy to built the house but difficult to lit on fire in it. He is faced with enormous nerves testing challenges. Though we have differences with his top priority. To him electricity is at top and peace is second to us it is the opposite. We feel that an industrialised and electrified grave yard with motor ways in it  is perceptively remote from intelligence. It may be the influence of his class on his character being an industrialist.

He owes his success to a weak and incompetent government plagued with scandals on daily basis. Intrinsically so weak that there is hardly a decision mentionable that has been taken one day and not reversed the next day.

The two top factors that wiped PPP from Punjab was electricity and corruption. Since in industrialised Punjab and Karachi the priority is electricity both are the financial and political hubs. In these two areas fourth generation of industrialists is in the field while in the rest of Pakistan the first generation has yet to be born. For prosperity and progress peace is the most essential factor . In the last 30 years what ever little Pakistan got for developmental  program, the only two places was Punjab, Karachi suffered a bit because of gang war and KPK was on fire. Baluchistan was ruled by Islamabad directly. The real representative were either in exile or in mountains.

To compound the situation further  by the election was conducted by the election  commission of Taliban. The blessed and non blessed, did play a major role

Knowing Mian Sb; past behaviour the three federated units have deep rooted reservations about his conduct. Punjab is the king maker of Pakistan and no ruler can go against their wishes if they harbour the hopes for  future power . A strong person like Mr. Bhutto told one of his closest aid in KPK, don't expect me to sacrifice Punjab for your rights. Mian Sb is the son of the soil as well.

Mian Sb; does not enjoy good relationship with the army establishment and their main supporter United States. His inclination towards Taliban is no secret but to balance the two, United States and army on one hand and Taliban on the other is not an easy task. Is he of that stature to bring both sides and bruised Afghanistan on one table? He might have learnt some lessons from the past and has gained some political maturity but to undo this knot it needs a statesman. In my view we have none in Pakistan.

The internal insurgency, the economical bankruptcy, the peace in Afghanistan with affiliated Pakhtoon belt , the  malignant corruption and nepotism, the daily violation of air space, courage to deal with gen. Musharaf and conduct free enquiry of Ms. Bhutto assassination  or major scandals are huge with enormous consequences problems.

 Mian Sb; has two third majority once again, may God save our souls. His politeness apart but he is known for his double standards and not abiding by his words. When we have no sovereignty on our land, he needs special skill to convince US that the sky above is our sovereign property? Will he shoot  down drone? Does he realise the consequences? If he does not he has has to face more hawkish opposition though small in size but more aggressive and clear in its stance.

Unless he has secret friendship with two "Ms" Mulla and military,  nothing can be said certainty we all are guessing or can he be the lucky first one? Bhutto's fall was because of the two and contemptuous behaviour for others.  Mian Sb; was taken from PM house  by his confrontation with an  army general. He swallowed two generals but the third swallowed him. And the country had to pay for it. His hate for other provinces was too obvious in spite of his political politeness.

His respect for judiciary is still black spot in our judicial history,  the only man to attack Supreme Court and showed no regrets. After all a prince cannot be expected to express regrets. They are not security from security risk federate.

It is said in all political discussions on TV that the situation has changed and military has no chance. It makes me laugh to less their opinion five years ahead of the time. The constitutional changes are great achievements but what I wonder whether the words will be translated in to action and its sanctity respected.

I was told by a young student that he feels that he should vote Imran khan because the rest all tried  and are corrupt, he is the only honest. I told him vote is your right to give to any body but your basis of decision is wrong. As you feel all others are tried corrupt, that is true,  but to pass a verdict about Imran needs five years to be tried. Is your decision not five years ahead of actual time? The same is said by our analysts about army. The next five or ten years will prove it.

I am not pessimist but factual, once before I wrote an article " a country with no tomorrow". I meant it and believe in it to day as well that the sun of tomorrow will be eclipsed. A country where the youth does not see another option except cheating in exam and the examinations are held under the supervision of security forces, where the youngster cannot differentiate between westernisation and modernisation. Can any one be optimistic. Crimes rate is the highest in youths. They are compulsive cheater, the youths learn it from elders.

 In my opinion the army was held  back because of their tarnished image due to to attack on GHQ, naval head quarter, Abbot Abad incidence, and inability to protect the air space violation. The breaches in the security shattered their image of professionalism and invincibility and bruised their integrity badly. Even then  can some one quote a single problem that was solved without military intervention. Whether it was the instalment of old judiciary and subsequent march or governor rule in Punjab. It is beside the point that Mian tried to own the success of march and tried to hijack the credit of the  black coat movement.  He went to the extent to put nuclear facilities success story in his own basket  but was caught immediately. He fired five bombs under local pressure with little US annoyance,as  Gauhar Ayub said.

 The real test of the free and  non partisan judiciary starts now?   Ot will show the nature of elements they are made of. Did we ever have a single judicial activism against army involvement in civil affairs. Now is the time to see their courage to put hand on Musharraf and upset the khadimul harmain sharifan and strong section of the army,  top bureaucrats and influential politicians? Why we are scared of pandora? It is lame excuse we as a nation scared to face the truth?

Imran khan ideas were utopian but attractive. For his promises he needed a strong central government that dream was not materialised. He got majority in the most difficult province that is geographically fractured and is a dump of gunpowder. One of the contributor to the dump is his ally in the government. He has no experienced candidate who can counter Sirajul Haque of JI. He will be ruling a field on fire. He must remember that he might be used as sand bag by the crooked clergy.

Let the system does not derail and we need four or five election to educate our masses and learn ourselves.

               

Wednesday 1 May 2013

Sitam


                                             We the animals........?
                                   
                                      khurshidalam44@hotmail.com

Received a beautiful note from a friend. We are friends because we are penniless aristocrats. He was damn worried about the division of humanity and was trying to squarely blame the venom of hatred, though using the different tools, like religion, ethnicity, colour and class division that leads to contemptuous behaviour towards the less fortunate. I have a feeling he is deeply impressed by nelson Mandela, saying that poverty is man made disease. The hatred does not have a single etiological factor but has multifactorial aetiology.

Out of all these animals the most destructive animal of nature is human being and second is an elephant. Though the destructive instinct is widely attributed to animals or beasts as they have not been gifted by Mother Nature of higher centres. They have senses like the most knighted human being but have no brain to acquire knowledge and wisdom and a place to store in the upper story. Their senses give them limited access to know the universe. But what ever they have been gifted, they use them but very rarely abuse them.

The human being has been given the knowledge and wisdom and so they have been made answerable. It does not mean that human beings have no beastly characteristics. They do have and when come to use it they use it viciously. With decapitation of human beings at the level of eyebrows will still keep their heart beating their needs for biological life will remain minus higher senses and thinking ability.

We don't like certain things perceptively. Like exploitation, contemptuous behaviour, dictators, army. We have  all of them. Have you heard of a dictator in the jungle. They are in herd but have no army. Because every one knows its limit/ jurisdiction. Knowledge can make you an angel but too much knowledge can change us to satan. Human being is complex animal.

They invent medicine to cure but all the destructive inventions are the creation of social animal. Noble prize is being given for peace but after he saw the destruction of his own invention, hand grenade. We are a mixture of good and bad. But we were not born like a plain white sheet, it is the gift of society and we are being used as actors. It is nasty and bad that provides us the sense to enjoy bad. Shouldn't we be thankful to bad doers? After all they have taught us how to relax and enjoy the good. The society evolution in my is lying in bad I may be wrong in my perception. We always agree to disagree with each other. Nothing new or surprising?

I am myself as confused as any one. As I told you Nas; that is there any need of religion for a learned person? It is a code of life for those
who have been deprived to acquire knowledge. I am in a a spider web and like a spider can't get out of it.

30/4/13

                                History vs human dreams?
                              Khurshidalam44@ hotmail.com
 History keeps on changing its role. Sometimes it is like a humane medical professional heals very deep wounds,  at another inflict the most painful cuts in human mind. Sometimes with its claws distort the human face so badly that it is beyond recognition. At times dust the old faces who were projected to be worshiped and you see how repelling they are. It is history who makes dream of our cherished desires and we excel in life but at times it is the same history that crush our dreams and mutilate them. The compulsions of the history are both painful and delighting.

There was a time we nationalists youth try to keep away our people far from any thing that had reflection of Pakistan like its flag, its army. To day we are raising the flags of pakistan our homes and streets. We mourn the losses of the army with our martyrs. We invite them. We praise their bravery. We talk very high of their resilience. For their failures we search our memory to find reasons. Isn't it painful?

It reminds me of my discussion withthe education minister of first government after Najeeb left the power and took refuge in UNO office. It was a fine evening and we were invited for a dinner at the residence of late Afzal Bangash. He was discussing the compulsion of history.

He said that once he was asked by Sardar Dawood to go to Faisal Abad agricultural university and see if it can suit Afghanistan. He continued that he collected some courage and begged the president to give him any punishment but not to send him to Punjab. He took a deep sigh and said that look at the "sitam" of history that I am returning to Kabul after living in punjab for 17 years. The chapati and red chillies have reached before my arrival. Is it not the "sitam" oh history?

Today I feel pain in my chest that how the history slaughtered my dreams and many others. All those things I resisted in my youth are now in front of me in my old age. Left with no time to start my struggle once again. It is torturing my soul and wrecking my mind.  I am carrying a heart in my chest grafted with patches.

30/4/13